Random Thoughts

Just going to start typing whatever comes to mind without much stopping and do no editing for this post. Hello to whoever still reads this blog. I honestly have no clue who even reads my blog anymore, probably not many people. Thank you to those who still check up on it even though I haven't really been posting. It really means a lot to me. I am going to try to make an effort to post more. I always think about stuff I want to write about right before I sleep, but have not made an effort to actually write it on this blog. I want to start posting more personal posts. Like more of how I am actually feeling and my thoughts and stuff. Maybe more picture posts? Because I know I enjoy picture posts from the blogs I follow. Life has been pretty meh. Been feeling so unmotivated and lazy. I did start up on my paint by numbers and reading again though which is nice. I feel like the colder weather and having the heater running due to the cold has made my eyes more dry than usual. Next week is a big day for me! I am excited and nervous, hope everything goes well. I have not been active at all sigh. The cold weather just makes me want to bundle up and be a potato. I finished my Christmas shopping yay. Now just need to wrap it. Wow this year is almost over, so crazy. Hoping that next year will be a better year. Gabe and I got dinner from the thai food cart I always go to. It was so yummy. We both got the beef pad see ew. I got a thai iced tea as well. I love thai iced tea so much. Could literally drink it everyday. I should really learn how to make it lol. It is really scary how Covid cases are rising. Please stay safe everyone! I have been pretty addicted to playing minesweeper on my phone lol. It is so fun and I love winning. Oh I went crabbing for the first time on Thanksgiving with my brother, cousins, and my brother's friend. It was fun but so cold. We caught like 43 crabs woohoo. I need to clean out my laptop, running out of space. Speaking of laptop, so I decided not to get a new laptop since my brother is giving me his old computer that he built. Trying to save money because I am like broke now. Current song addiction is "eaJ x keshi - pillows". Ugh it is so good and such a chill song. Okay I think I am going to end this random post here. Going to go paint a little and then read to end the night. Trying to limit my screen time. Goodnight everyone. Thank you for reading this.