March 29th, 2024

 "The light has gone out of my life."

 I miss you so much Mello, so so much. It has been so hard trying to process that you are no longer here. It is so unfair. Why does life have to be so cruel. I have cried every single day since. Nights are the hardest. I wish so much that this was a nightmare and that I would wake up soon so that I can see, hold and kiss you again...I love you so much. Always and forever.